I came up with a new JODY's philosophy today!!!that is..if everyone can live for many many thousand years like vampires do,peoeple will become more and more good natured.And if people have the ability to predict what will happen and live for a thousand years,getting rich will be much easily attainable!!!!HAHA....den can buy this can buy that!!whoa...if that happens i will shop shop shop till i drop!
These few days had been thinking about the dinner to meet up before joel goes into the army...decided not to go again...although i so much wanted to meet up with them...but cause he didnt ask me to go..i predicted he din wan me to be there too...it was until xiao qing asked him why din he ask me to go that was why he came down to my house to apologise as he din tel his friends that we had been back together..kinda known that this would happen already..because his friends had seen how hurt he had become,they din actually wan us to get back..so bring "guilty",he came over to ask whether i was unhappy and stuff..but what can i say???I was hurt too...but i had to tel him its ok as another reason why he couldnt disclose the current status is due to his good fren kai...hu supely objected to his decision to getting back..since she had been betrayed by his ex and would feel more betrayed and hurt if wk were to tell her the current status...
If he didnt know that i knew about that meet up,if XQ didnt ask him anything,would he have come still???i really doubt so...
how much do i mean to him??compared to kai or his other frens..?????????????? sometimes i really wonder....

when people get hurt,selfishness is sometimes used as a facade...