I guess I dont hate dad that much already...maybe...when u hate a person for long enough...that hate starts to subside...or once there are other problems which requires more attention from you..that hate starts to float to the back of your head..
It takes so much more energy to hate than love a person and the latter is what I THINK i would choose for now..maybe not love..just not hate anymore...the days are getting harder and more painful for me to live through..so afraid...but cos of mum who had given me loads of unconditional love..i have to be strong to give her all the support that she needs.Cant afford to lose her to anything or anyone..

Because of you...it had helped to lessen my fears a tad bit..thanks..although you may not know it..=)Things between the past when we're together and now(though we had gotten back) are different...but I'm glad I have you with me..only regretted that I had not realised it earlier..so much wished that time would turn back...